[*$e.ReN.itY*] ... had a good sleep ... didn't have one in a very long time this week ... guess it's because of all my stress and anxiety that comes each time there is school ... hmmm ... and yet again ... i'm dealt with more things that are hard to swallow ...
now ... as of yesterday ... i have to do 2 recordings of myself singing with a cd that has a choir singing in the background ... and it has to be decently done ... which means it had better be the best ... and it has to be done by 21st July ... now ... ain't that great ... especially from all the stress and workload and anxiety that i'm already putting myself through ?
another thing is ... how am i gonna do this recording ? because of all these ... i'm feeling super stress ... and the thought of giving up now is seemingly the best option now ... but ... as usual ... cheryn doesn't give up ... at least not easily ... and since i haven't tried ... how would i know that i can't do it ? though i still feel that my voice isn't nice ... but then again ... how i hear my voice is different from how people hear my voice ... so ... i should not let that bother me i guess ...
okies ... then i had another session of people that kinda almost killed me ... my goodness ... 1st period to kill my day ... oh wells ... sad reality of life ... went to church yesterday but didn't participate in it ... i mean ... i don't want to do the 40 days of community ... and since God has given us the freedom of choice ... what more should human beings without any supernatural powers ? no one can force me to do what i do not want to do especially when it concerns my spiritual walk with God ... cos it only concerns God and me ... not anyone else who feels that they should tell me how i should live my spiritual life ... i do not do this to anyone ... so don't anyone do this to me ...
hmmm ... this year is really eventful ... but i'm glad i'm still me ... cos i love me a lot ... haha ... self acceptance should come before others can accept you ... so yar ... anyways ... i wanna loose weight ... but i don't wanna say goodbye to good food ... haiz ... oh wells ... we'll see about that lar ... for now ... sleep is my most important thing on the to do list ... yup ...
alrights ... that's all for now ... gonna sleep somemore ... bye !
love, cheryn ...
posted at 7/08/2006 11:05:00 am
The Girl
[name]* Cheryn Tan Gek Lee *
[age]* 1 9 *
[loves]*CaTS & DogS * FaMilY & FwenS *
SleePinG and gOinG 2 tHE BeaCH * SingiNg
& DaNCing BallEt *
[hates]Chilli and snakes
[School]C.H.I.J Secondary Toa Payoh (ijtp)
|1/6 2002|2/6 2003|3/3 2004|4/3 2005|
Catholic Junior College (cjc)
| 1st intake 1T14 | 2nd intake 1T32 | 2006
| 2T32 2007|
